Why do I crave for happiness when all I want is reassurance,
It is the pressure the world puts on me or maybe just me losing it.
I am getting lost in this huge chaos of stars ,
I see me destroy what I love,
Is this what success tastes like ?
Once I had a dream of being happy and once I was happy,
But now it all seems to be falling apart.
I am happy and then I'm sad and then I'm anxious and then I'm glad.
It's all messed up but will it end ?
It's me alone in this mess and I know no one will ever understand.
Maybe I just need to take a break from this world and find myself.
But do I want to find myself when it's easier getting lost ?
