BIPOLAR

I am in love with nature

The air whispers to me in my silence 

My eyes can see what you can't 

I live for myself and I love the world 

Why would you call this a bad place ? 

I can see and smell and touch 

I love passionately 

How long will I be like this ?

I love my life 

Why was I born ? 

I curse the one who made this world 

This is a huge trap 

Every corner is so dull 

Every person is so cruel 

How will I survive for a lifetime ?

Oh please have some mercy and take me away from this hell 

Make me feel no emotion and let me be blank 

Please save me from this mess 

Sunshine makes us Happy

You make me Smile 

You are the only one who can stop me cry

In this huge mess of a world 

You're my piece of Heaven 

You have seen my worst 

And still you choose to stay 

You've made me my best 

And I keep getting better 

Let's not fall in Love, Darling 

Let's Rise in Love 

---To the one who challenges my every action 

and makes me a better person everyday. 

EMPTY

Please take me and make me Strong 

Let the stress just ruin me 

Let me rise from the dust 

I want to Feel Love 

I want to be Whole 

Take me and put me through it all 

Make me cross all limits 

Help me Control my Mind 

Make me Incharge of Myself 

When I'm Low,  make me more miserable 

When I'm happy, Take It away 

Make me see all Bad and let me be Bad 

Let me be Stone Hearted 

I want to feel no happiness 

I don't want to be sad 

I want to be empty 

Let me be Born Again 

Lost

                          

Why do I crave for happiness when all I want is reassurance, 

It is the pressure the world puts on me or maybe just me losing it. 

I am getting lost in this huge chaos of stars ,

I see me destroy what I love,

Is this what success tastes like ? 

Once I had a dream of being happy and once I was happy, 

But now it all seems to be falling apart.

I am happy and then I'm sad and then I'm anxious and then I'm glad. 

It's all messed up but will it end ? 

It's me alone in this mess and I know no one will ever understand. 

Maybe I just need to take a break from this world and find myself. 

But do I want to find myself when it's easier getting lost ? 

Orgasmic Nibble

I got up at 8.15 am and decided to make him an amazing breakfast. So this is what I did:

Ingredients

bread

cheese

bacon

beef salami

pork sausage

butter

Procedure

- In a pan add some water and as it comes to a boil, add the bacon, beef salami, pork sausage. Cover with a lid and add no oil as the bacon will release some fat which gives it all a good flavor.

- After this is done put it into a plate and in the same pan add 1 table spoon butter and toast the bread. The butter along with the bacon oil will give the bread a nice flavor.

- Take the bread, add cheese followed by bacon, salami, sausage and add some oregano for taste.

I hope he enjoyed this since he was after me for a long time to fix him up with this nibble.

Mine

I just want you to Listen

I need you to be with me

Hush now and be quiet

Tell me that all will be fine

Will it be?

Am I fine?

Tell me how Weak I am

Tell me I'm Bad

Make me challenge my Limits

Be by my side

Don't leave me alone

You're the one I have

Go show the world what You're made of

Let them all know your name

You're My  Fire

                                                   ---------- Dedicated to my only Beloved. Forever.

THEM

You Held me within you

You shared your body and soul

You protected me from all foes

How great are you?

How could you bear so much pain?

How could you destroy yourself?

Only to give me Life

I was deaf but now i hear

I was blind but you gave me sight

You wanted me and now I'm here

You spent days longing that I'll be there

You did all that you Humanly could to Hope for a miracle

You put yourself through numerous procedures

You took the risk to have me

Now, here I am 

I'm healthy and more than Happy

Now I'm scared I'll lose you

Now I fear your death

How will I ever see you sick ?

How will I bear the Pain?

I wish to never lose you

I wish Time never Ends

Fruta de Leche Condensada

INGREDIENTS
1 big mix fruit tin
500 ml fresh cream
1 tin condensed milk
grated chocolate
roasted nuts

TIME
20 minutes

PROCEDURE
-Put 500 ml fresh cream in a bowl and whip it using a beater till liquid consistency
-Add 1 tin condensed milk in the same bowl and mix
-Open fruit tin and drain water fully and add fruits to the mixture
-Mix gently with a spoon and refrigerate for 2-3 hrs
-Garnish with chocolate and roasted nuts and serve

YELLOW

How would you live if no one judged you?

Would you ever feel guilty for anything you ever did ?

Would you still love passionately ?

Would you kill?

Would you be alive?

I know when your flame's high

I know you're on fire

You're pure, you're chaste

you're yellow.

STARDUST

How would you live if all you had was this one life? 

Would you rather be the best or the worst? 

What if there is no place to go after we die? 

Would you be scared or happy? 

What if all we do right now is only for now and the future ultimately holds death for us and what we accumulate is what we will leave behind!

All we do right now, all the knowledge we acquired will all be lost.

What we have done with ourselves will not matter!

How many people we hurt and kill will never matter.

Filthy lives, Luxurious lives will all be the same.

All we can ultimately attain is to be one with the earth, to be one with the dust.

We are all made of STARDUST